Miahn Chingu

Miahn chingu...

I just wanna say that to my friend. But, why that word only said in my heart, can't say it loudly. Jeongmal, I'm about to cry now. All I want is your understanding. All I want is... whether we are still friend? Why I feel that only me who needs a friend, not you. All these time only me visit yours.

Recalling a while ago, I was so happy when you came visited me. Yeah, since I was so sick on that day. But, I felt disappointed when you stop visited me after hearing I felt better. Should I sick to make you visit me? Don't you think it is a simple request from a friend, if you still consider me as your friend?

Say that I'm this choding. I just like an elementary child who will cry if does'n get attention from her friend. I am, indeed.

Miahn...

Miahn...

So, can't you just understand me? Don't you just look that I'm egoistic. Even, you do not ask what happen to me? Am I okay? Don't just stare at me. Close to me, please. Okay, I know that you are not type of person who will that curious with others. But, I'm your friend (I hope). Please... I'm not okay.

Jeongmal, that simple hope makes me crazy.